You f u c k e d life up.

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 21:35:23 GMT

Go there.
It's my new live journal.
Comment...and I will add you because I dont know if I have the time to add all my friends back.
Even though i had the time to make a new account...
ponder that..

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 19:45:26 GMT

Choose a band or artist and answer only in song titles by that band:: Incubus

Are you female or male: Southern Girl

Describe yourself: Nowhere Fast

How do some people feel about you: Priceless

How do you feel about yourself: Redefine

Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: Zee Deveel

Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: Just a Phase - none

Describe where you want to be: Under my Umbrella

Describe what you want to be: A Certain Shade of Green

Describe how you live: Speak Free, Sink Between the Line

Describe how you love: Take me to Your Leader, Summer Romance (Anti-Gravity Love Song)

Share a few words of wisdom: You will be a Hot Dancer.

I liked that.

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 21:42:45 GMT

I am sick of the way my live journal looks.
I want it to look spiffy.
Anyone wanna take on the job of making my live journal look good?

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 17:42:06 GMT

Hey kids. Heres my weekend so far: :

Friday : Didnt know what to do because everyone was going to bowling and well I didnt want to go bowling. So Kati called me and was like yo come over. and I was like yo otay! So I did and there was me kati ashley brett colby tarpey chelsea and Tony. And we chilled and watched the movie "The Pest" Which brett i guess made everyone watch, Kati and Ashley fell asleep but I thought it was funny. hahaa
Then we were all bored and we didnt know what to do. And so Tony was like hey wanna go to the mall. And of course Brett was the only one there who could drive so he wsas forced too. poooor boy.
So we went around and picked up Billy Carol and his friend Eric who didnt talk like at all. Cant say I enjoyed their conpany. We puerto riccan packed the car..AGAIN. And I think Brett could stop this time. haa then we went to Tony's house so he could get stuff and we chilled the with his guitar and on the computer. And I AM GOING TO KILL BRETT. I do not loook like Charlene. hahaa you are going down brottha! We had to wait for Matt griffin [i think] to get to Tony's. Anddd then we went to the mall. And Kati was like emmy carr is here emmy car is here?! lets find her! and so she called her and they were in the Olive Garden. So Kati Fallon was all like yo who wants to walk over to the Olive Garden with me. And me and Ashley looked at each other and were like helll no. But then we decided to go with her because she was going to go alone and Brett tagged along too. So we went out of Filenes and Brett was like the Olive Garden is that way! [pointing to the complete opposite direction] He should be glad we were there!
So we Ran to The Olive Garden. And went over that crazzy bridge thing. A car then almost hit us! It had to swerve! aha Went inside talked..tried to get out of it so we could go home.
Ran back. Brett was like hey lauren this way is easier. So me and him went on the Inside of the bridge and that was freaky and it took us 38954 times longer to get over that thang.
So we got back to his Soccer mom's van. And Kati got in but me and Ashley. Being the cool kids we are, decided to jump in and do some action shots! So I ran over to the car and jumped in..woot woot and then Ashley did it and she hurt her ankle. :(
Then we were riding by the theatre with the door open because we had to get Tony and Billy and the rest of those cool kids. And this black kid was like HEY YOUR DOOR IS OPEN. yeah me and ashley were like Oh dear thanks. LIKE WE DIDNT NOTICE!
Back at Kati's we chilled with the kittens. And Smithayy was there too. Paul put up the cat to Ashley and Pumpkin scratched her!
That was Friday

Saturday :
Kati ashley nick richard and dan were all over Kati's hizzouse and so I went and got them and we went to the Train station.
Waited in the frigid cold.
And dan decided to have an apple. Go figure.
Went on the train. And we were right near the bathroom.
And some kid went in it and we were afraid so we moved.
I had a seat to myself and was all anti-social. I dont know why.
So then they found the 6th grade yearbook in my bag.
Dont ask.
They were looking at all the pictures and stuff.
We got at Yawkey and then walked to find newbury street.
Found Comicopia along the way!
And we went to Burrito Max! Which was exciting to say the least.
There was a newspaper advertising hookers! or well Nick of course was like maybe its for fishing?!
Walked to Newburry street, again and went to a bunch of cd strores along the way and got tons of free stuff.
Me and Ashley were excited.
Richard decided to hit all of us all day with his newspaper. And he got sad when we went to the bathroom or in a store. ahaha
Went to the army store where the boys got some stuff. Including shirts and those sun glasses nick got which made him look very shady.
Went to Urban outfitters which is a wicked cool store if i do say so myself.
We were walking along newbury street and me and Ashley were leading the pack and the boys always just decided to walk away.
So Me and ashley turned around and saw nick kati richard and dan gone. So we were like goddamn where did they go.
And we saw them behind a coke truck, we went over. THIS homeless guy was like attacking and touching dan richard and me. And asked richard if he was south korean. hahaaa
And he freaked out when I told him about how we learned about reincarnation.
He kept telling dan to stay in school.
dear lord that was funny.
What was with the whole Rachael thing? oh boy
I have to say being in the T station thing does feel like youre going on a rollar coaster.
I had my own personal pole in the T too!! That didnt go over smoothly though.
Then we had like an hour to wait for the Train to come. We chilled got pretzels. Talked ya know.
ME AND ASHLEY GOT FRIEND FINDERS! but we went in the wrong car, and thats the car we put the friend finders in so that didnt work out too well.
The train ride home was wicked amusing.
We wrote notes to nick from Richard. haha
Then Nick was getting mad because he was reading so we were kay.
So Richard had Sticky notes, and I took one and wrote I just farted on it. And then when she stood up. Richard put one on her butt that said Seriously. HAAHAAHA that was sooo incredibly funny I started to cry because she didnt get it. Im smiling right now just thinking about it.
So we got back to the train station and I had a feeling of leftoutness. Even though I was all the way at the top and they were at the bottom. Im weird.
I hate that. But thats why I was so gay the last few minutes of the night. Sorry guys.
We need to do it again. ALL of us. that was fun.

now i might be going to see Brandon in the plays at school.

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 21:48:24 GMT

Kati was doing all these surveys and I am really bored so I decided to do as she did andd DO ALL OF THESE SURVEYS!. I took them from random people....weeee

Firsts\\

First best friend: I think I had a lot of best friends
First car: I get my mom's 98 explorer
First break-up: probably in kindergarden when I remember I smacked some kid. HA
First screen name: laurelgirl2000 REMEMBER! haha
First self purchased album: Cant remember but I will take a stab at it....NSYNC! indefinately
First funeral: my great-grandma when I was like 7- she made the best cookies EVER and she always had some :(
First pets: Champage [who died like a month ago] andd ERNIE! earnie has made many offspring including the ever popular Earnie Jr and then Earnie IV - For some reason my fish live longer when i DONT feed them..hrm.
First piercings/tattoos: I got my first holes in like pre-school I think
First credit card: I have an ATM card.
First enemy: I dont know but I bet I still hate them..
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Alan Jackson and "Chatahoochie"

Lasts\\

Last car ride: Me and me madre
Last kiss: tyler probably...ew hahaa
Last library book checked out: i just buy them
Last movie seen: The Incredibles
Last beverage drank: Waterr or wa-wa
Last food ate: peanut butter crackers at lunch from leahh!
Last crush: yeah THATS CONFIDENTIAL SO BACK OFF hahahaa I make myself giggle
Last time showered: last night
Last shoes worn: my "old man shoes" - I saw some old guy wearing them! it was pretty schweeet
Last CD played: Socialburn or Korn's Take a look in the mirror. I cant remember.
Last item bought: ehmm nails done i think.
Last annoyance: this littlegirl at the nail place
Last dissapointment: waking up knowing I have to go to THIS school for another 2 and a half years
Last time wanting to die: I just wanna move away.
Last time scolded: Cant remember
Last shirt wore: you mean the one I am wearing? A green longsleeved little thangg. and a sweatshirt
Last website visited: THIS ONE! derr
Last word you said: "She said dont" Literally when I was reading the question..its from a song ahawhahah
Last song you sang: THIS ONE! Incubus "I miss you"

Right Now\\

What is in your cd player?: Seether
What color socks are you wearing?: WHITIES! I am a bore I know
What color of underwear you are wearing?: Red. In the spirit of x-mas. ha?
What time did you wake up today?: 630

Current\\

Current mood: BORED and kinda confused and regretful. I think, yeah
Current music: Element Eighty andd Korn and Drowning Pool.
Current taste: Water? Nothing, well i cant taste anything
Current hair: up with things all over the place!
Current longing: to move away.
Current desktop picture: Incubus "Warning" wallpaper
Current favorite artist: wellll incubus and A7X and Drowning Pool anddddd a lottt more!
Current color of toenails: TONAIL COLOR! hahaa actually I think they are pink
Current hate: the 2007 class

» i miss somebody right now.
» i don't watch much tv these days
» i love olives.
» i love sleeping.
» i own lots of books.
» i wear glasses or contact lenses.
» i love to play video games.
» i've tried marijuana.
» i've watched porn movies. -- Alecias parties. DEAR LORD
» i have been in a threesome.
» i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
» i believe honesty is usually the best policy.
» i have acne free skin. - i think?
» i like and respect Al Sharpton.
» i curse frequently.
» i have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
» i have a hobby. well i guess you could call it that
» i've been told i have a nice butt. ---WHAT BUTT
» i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
» i'm really, really smart.
» i've never broken someone's bones.
» i have a secret that i am ashamed to reveal.
» i hate the rain.
» i'm paranoid at times.
» i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar free.
» i need money right now.
» i love sushi.
» i can talk really, really fast.
» i have fresh breath in the morning.
» i have semi-long hair.-- depends on your definition of semi-long hair
» i have lost money in las vegas.
» i have at least one brother and/or one sister.
» i was born in a country outside of the united states
» i shave my legs
» i have a twin.
» i couldn't survive without caller i.d.
» i love the way that i look.
» i have lied to a good friend in the past week.
» i know how to do cornrows.
» i am usually pessimistic.
» i have mood swings.
» i think britney spears is hot.
» i have cheated on significant other.
» i have a hidden talent. - dont we all?
» i'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have. NEVER
» i think that i'm popular.
» i am currently single.
» i have kissed someone of the same sex.
» i enjoy talking on the phone.
» i practically live in sweatpants or pj pants
» i love to shop. - some what
» i would rather shop than eat.
» i would classify myself as ghetto.
» i'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
» i'm obsessed with my livejournal/xanga/myspace yeah its sad
» i don't hate anyone.
» i'm a pretty good dancer.
» i don't think mike tyson raped desiree washington. ---WHAT
» i'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
» i have a cell phone.
» i watch mtv on a daily basis.
» i love drama. --yeah high school drama is the best?!
» i have never been in a real relationship before.
» i've rejected someone before...
» i currently have a crush on someone.
» i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
» i want to have children in the future.
» i have changed a diaper before..
» i bite my nails.
» i am a member of the tom green fan club...
» i'm not allergic to anything.
» i have a lot to learn.
» i have dated someone at least 10 years younger or older
» i plan on seeing ice cube's newest "friday" movie...
» i am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes.
» i'm online 24/7, even as an away message
» i have at least 5 away messages saved.
» i have tried alcohol or drugs before.
» i have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
» i own the "south park" movie.
» i have avoided assignments from school to be on livejournal/xanga/myspace
» when i was a kid i played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
» i enjoy some country music...
» i love my best friends.
» i think that pizza hut has the best pizza.
» i watch soap operas whenever i can.
» i'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
» i have used my sexuality to advance my career.
» i love michael jackson, scandals and all.
» i know all the words to slick rick's "children's story".
» halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
» i watch spongebob squarepants and i like it..
» i have dated a close friends ex.
» i'm happy as of this moment

three things that scare you:
1. spiders
2. rejection
3. ? I cant think

three things i love:
1. sleeping
2. My incubus cd
3. friends

three things i hate:
1. shrewsbury- i have such a bad rep here. if i even have one....
2. myself
3. having people over my house. why? I dont know.

three things i dont understand:
1. boys.
2. politics.
3. history!.

three things on my desk:
1. camera
2. cd player
3. computer

three things im doing right now:
1.the surveyy!
2. listening to the white stripes
3. thinking about what I am going to do after this.

three things i want to do before i die:
1. kiss Brandon Boyd and Zacky Vengeance
2. Live in Boston
3. Threesome with Japanese twins.....umm?

three things i can do:
1. type
2. the guitar
3. swimm

three ways to describe my personality:
1. im weird/random
2. I CANT be mean to someone. Even if I am on the verge of ripping out their brains, it will not go through
3. I am extrememly Negative. remember the glass is half empty

three ways to describe my looks:
1.Im pale. I glow in the pool. Now thats sad
2.I have brownish redish blondish hair. I cant remember what colors are in my hair
3..I have freckles and blue eyes. yes yes yes I am IRISH

three things i can't do:
1. The 100 fly
2. Play the Drums
3. Tell a story and have it actually sound interesting

three things i think you should listen to:
1. Throwdown's "baby got back"
2. The Bloodhound Gang "A Lapdance is so much better..."
3. Hot Action Cop- Their cd and "Show her." Gooood song

three things i say the most:
1. You thinkforyourselfer
2. How do you spell shootyouinthefuckingface? one word two words, what is it?
3. ohhh ohhhhh [like stewarts mommmy]

three of you absoluet favorite foods:
1. Velveta Mac and Cheese
2.chink food
3. PUDDING!

three things you did in the past 24 hours:
1. went to school
2.Did gymnastics
3. TALKED TO PEEEOPLE

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 21:01:53 GMT

As I sail with you across the finest oceans
On our way to find the key to our emotions
Together we will move the clouds to brighter days
Some people question what I say
Try to break up you and me
But I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever

You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry
But I believe so strongly in you and I
Can't somebody answer me the question why
You don't miss your water til the well runs dry

As I close my eyes
Sit back while reminiscing
Of when we used to fuss and fight but end up kissing
There may be sad and pain for time along the way
But in my heart you'll always be everything and more to me
For I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever

For you are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
Girl you know that you
You are always
You are always on my mind
You are always forever

You don't miss your water girl no
But I believe so strongly in you and I yeah
Can somebody answer me the question why
Cause you don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry yeah listen
If you ever get the feeling
You wanna play around starting cheating, remember
You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry

If I ever get married....I think That would be the sweetest song to have as a wedding song.....
Because I love this song with a passion.
And this was what i listened to when I went to bed at camp. Aww memories.

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 23:56:01 GMT

kib is ferocious: we'll take the train to natick and have senorita tyler pick us up
kib is ferocious: and he'll be like 'wheres my gas money/bbq sauce bitch?!'
LOBE vengeance: woot woot
kib is ferocious: and we'll just bumrape him.
LOBE vengeance: andwe'll be like we love you tyler
LOBE vengeance: corection .. You
LOBE vengeance: will bumrape him
kib is ferocious: OH TYLER YOU SEXY PIECE OF ESKAMO PIE I WANT TO STICK MY SHLONG IN YOUR ANAL CAVITY
kib is ferocious: no, wait, thats what JEFF is supposed to say. sorry.
LOBE vengeance: BAHAHAHAHAHA
LOBE vengeance: *no comment*
kib is ferocious: this should go in your livejournal.
kib is ferocious: haha
LOBE vengeance: hhhahhahahaha word.
LOBE vengeance: maybe i will out it in just pur vous
LOBE vengeance: pour*
kib is ferocious: ALONG WITH YOUR PUBLIC CONFESSION OF YOUR NEED TO MASTERBATE TO PICTURES OF JEFF
LOBE vengeance: DONT WORRY. I AM COPYING AN PASTING AS WE TYPE!
kib is ferocious: OK OKAY
kib is ferocious: OH AND MAKE SURE YOU WRITE MY SHOUTOUT TO ODB CUZ HES DEAD
LOBE vengeance: enlighten me who ODB is again?
kib is ferocious: OL DIRTY BASTARD IS DEAD
kib is ferocious: he's black.
kib is ferocious: and you're racist so that is why you dont know him.
LOBE vengeance: I AM NOT RACIST. they just frighten me at times
kib is ferocious: NO YOU ARE A RAPIST
kib is ferocious: *racist.
kib is ferocious: BOTH!Q
LOBE vengeance: muahahaha
kib is ferocious: HAY :LAUREN MY ASS IS NUTRICUOUS
kib is ferocious: make sure you tell all my friends out in lj land that
LOBE vengeance: I AM BLEEDING FROM THE ANUS> REMEMBER?! miahahahah
kib is ferocious: I BLEED FROM THE AAAAAAAAAAAANUS DAILY
kib is ferocious: i can make you a bloody anus milkshake!
kib is ferocious: now THAT brings meaning to 'my milkshake bring all the boys to the yard!'
LOBE vengeance: umm thankssss..
LOBE vengeance: TRUES THAT
kib is ferocious: my milkshake brings all the boys to my aaaaaaaaaaaaanus!
LOBE vengeance: YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD
kib is ferocious: SHUT IT. or i'll make your aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanus bleed too!

End of story

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 23:08:53 GMT

Stole this from Ashleyyyy
Because I am bored out of my mind.

look at my icon!

+ // Section One

1. Name: lauren
2. Nicknames: lobe, laurel, laur laur.. yeah there arnt many nicknames for Lauren
3. Feet size: 8 or 8.5, isnt it called shoe size?
4. Do you have a crush: yeah I do and its killing me
5. boyfriend/girlfriend? no
6. Age you act: some say I act like im 18 or 21 or well OLDER and others that are immiture themselves say I am immiture. Go figure. But I do have an inner child and I sometimes but rarely reliese it. When I do, well youll see.
7. Where Do You Live: shrewsbury
8. Where you want to live: I really like Boston! I love massachusetts but shrewsbury..ew
9. How many siblings: 1 brotherrr
10. Favorite Salad Dressing:   FRENCH! Danny got me hooked. but I also like creamy italien.
11. Ever gone skinny dipping?   yet to.   At OOB
12. What are you watching? this screen
13. Last person you talked to: I am talking to Kati right now.
14. Favorite movie: napoleon dynamite, The Breakfast Club, Frailty, Minority Report, SLC punk, A walk to Remeber, The nightmare before Christmas, Dirty Dancing...ect. I know I have more
15. Favorite Book: The Pact, Perks of Being a Wallflower, Speak, FOXFIRE, ehmm
16. Favorite Type of music: rock, yeah nothing too much else unless theres an exception, like something with a good bass. hmm those sound soo good.
17. Favorite types of cars: I like Passats. but I dont really know.
18. Favorite Saying: What was that? There was some kind of rucus. Could you describe the rucus sir? well thats not really a saying but I like it.
19. Favorite Fast Food: wendy's - definately.
20. Favorite Ice Cream: Coffee with Chocolate Chipsss.
21. Favorite Alcoholic Drink: Yeah im not cool enough to drink some drinkies. Plus you wouldnt want to see me drunk, neither would I.
22. When Do You Go To Sleep: Usually like 1030 after Whose Line. I wish I could go to bed at like 9 tho, cause then I wouldnt be so tiredd.
23. Most Embarrassing Moment: Not too sure. I havent really dont anuthing that I can remember being WICKED embarassing, because I used to think everything was.
24. Stupidest Person you know: Stupid as in Stupid ehh 2+2=6 or stupid as in personality stupid. you know. I couldnt list the amounts...
25. Funniest Person you know: Good Question. there are a lot.
26. Favorite holiday: I like the Holiday Season. You know where it gets cold and then you have to light a fire in the fireplace/woodstove and then wat turkey then wait until christmas then open presents and aww its so happy. Then it goes downhill after that until the Holidays come again
27. Favorite Food: Chinese Foood. But I really like Peanut Buttter.
28. Favorite Song: You want me to pick ONE favorite song?! Crazzy
29. Favorite Television Show: Jack and Bobby, Life as we Know it, Viva La Bam, 2 and a Half men.
30. Favorite Radio Station: WBCN, WAAF, 101.1 [somethign like that] WBRU. ectt
31. Favorite junk food: I'd have to say Cashews. Wait are those Junky?
32. Favorite happy love song: Southern Girl - I dont know if its necessarily a love song but its slow.
33. Favorite Drink: Diet Coke, Milk, Water. Its all I drink
34. Favorite article of clothing: anything comfy. I could stay in my Pj's all day.
35. Favorite Animal: Kitty Cats.

+ // SECTION TWO: The Future

1. School: Boston University. I want there soooooo bad. But if not some other college in Boston.
2. Where You Want To Live: Somewhere extravagant and beautiful..scratch that...that's never going to happen sooo prolly somewhere near Boston.
3. How Many Kids You Want: depends on the father
4. What Kind Of Job You Want: Somethign with Advertisement.
5. Wedding song: Not sure.
6. Pets: Probably a cat. And well seeing as Kitten are soooooo adorable Id probably end up living in a Victorian house with over 748385 cats and divorced.
8. 5 years from now? college
9. 10 years from now? Found a husband and maybe having kids? I have no idea

+ // SECTION THREE: Have You Ever..

1. Kissed a girl in the rain: cant say I have
2. Run Away From Home: yes and I got up the streeet and realized if I went around the corner I would be lost then if I changed my mind they would never find me and I would die. So I decided to chill in my cool fort until it was cold
3. Hit A girl: nope Dont really plan on it..
5. Stolen Anything: tee heeeee.
6. Broken A Bone: NOT YETTT
7. Cheated On A Test: who hasnt?  .
8. Cheated On A girlfriend/boyfriend: BAAAD
9. Gotten Drunk: Nope
10. Been With Two guys/girls At Once: no
11. Been In The Hospital: Yes
12. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: yeahhh I have
13. Fell asleep in the shower/bath: YES! and I woke up freeezing. that was bad, but it was when I was sick.
14. Gone to Church: Oh yes.
15. Never slept during a night: NO DOUBT. I am the baddest of all girls. muaha
16. Ever been on a motorcycle or motorbike: My uncle has a Motorcycle and he keeps promising he'll take me but he never does. :(
17. Been to a camp: Yes. Tear, I miss them so much
18. Sat in a restaurant w/o ordering? Yess but my friends did..
19. Seen someone die: No I would definately be brainwashed after that.
20. Gone a week w/out shaving: hahaaa when I was littler I NEVER shaved so I cant say I havent
21. Didn't wash your hair for a week: nope my hair gets too greesy and it freaks me out.
22. Broken something valuable: yess my house is full of glasswear and antiques, they say BREAK me all over them
23. Thought you were in love: yeah   its bad.
24. Streaked the streets: its definately on my to-do list.
25. Screamed at someone for no reason: yeah then they told me I was an idiot and I agreed.
26. Said I love you and meant it: nope
27. Been hurt by a guy/girl you loved: yesssss
28. Stayed up till 4 am on the phone: no I always say bye because if I didnt I would fall asleep on them
29. Pulled a prank? yeah but nothing adds up to the prank with Joe and Nair. Ohh boy do I miss him.
30. Made fun of someone?   BAHA

+ // SECTION FOUR: Which Is Better..

1. Coke Or Pepsi: Pepsi   [diet]
2. Cats Or Dogs: cats
3. DVDs or VHS: dvds
4. Deaf Or Blind: theyre both horrible. and if i was helen keller well fuck life id kill myself.
5. Pools Or Hot Tubs: hot tubs
6. Television Or Radio: tv i hate sitting there [other than in the car] without watching somthing
7. CDs Or MP3's: cd's
8. Apples or oranges: apples
9. Strawberries or Blueberries: strawberries!!
10. Gold or silver: silver
11. Vanilla or chocolate: vanilla
12. Movies or music: music.
13. Park or Beach: Park. I dont really mix with the sun too well
14. Hot or Cold Weather: warm
15. Sunset or Sunrise: sunset

+ // SECTION FIVE: When is the Last Time You..

1. Took a shower: yesterday
2. Cried: Crying doenst get me anywhere.
3. Watched a Disney movie: not sure. Disney's not my favorite kind of movies
4. Given/gotten a hug?: Pinch hugged me out of the blue. weird
5. Been to the movies: i cant remember
7. kissed someone: since the summer. eh
8. Said I love you: i dont
9. Danced: you dont want to see me dance unless its jazz or ballet
10. Did a survey like this: a while back but i miss them

+ // SECTION SIX: What is..

1. Your Fondest Memory Of This year: camp.
2. Your Most Prized Possession: cds, cell, my bed, smokey, my grandfathers weddign ring. its wayy to big though.
3. The Thing That Makes You The Happiest: good question
4. Your Favorite Food For Breakfast:a bagel
5. Your Favorite Food For Dinner: Chicken Parmasean [sp?] or anything my grammy makes.   yummmmmm
6. Your Favorite Slow Song: look under favorite love song
7. Your Ideal BF/GF?: someone who has a sense of humor, but isnt annoying. Someone who isnt obsessive, they arent shy, i can trust them. They dont leave me for their friends.

+ // SECTION SEVEN: What do i feel about...

1. Bill Clinton: he was a good speaker and well i would rather have him be pres. now
2. Love at First Sight: eh I think it takes an hour or so to fall in love..
3. Abortion: i am pro-choice. but it still is killing a human
4. Smoking: hahaha
5. Death: its natural. but very sad at the same time
7. Rap: rock
8. Marilyn Manson: hes awsome. Except for the whole wiping out his dick and having some guy suck him off at a concert. that was a little strange
9. Premarital sex: you've gotta have some fun
10. Suicide: the pussy way out

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 02:43:22 GMT

You cant spell Manslaughter with out the word Laughter.

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 20:24:22 GMT

It has to start somewhere
It has to start sometime
What better place then here
What better time than now.
All HELL can't stop us now.
Lights out. Guerrilla Radio.
Turn that shit up.

I had 3 tests/essays today.
   2nd Period- MacIntosh 50 multiple choice American History Test.   Pretty easy..
   4th Period - Bio test that SUGAL didnt teach right so we were all like errrrr AHH
   5th Period - In class Open Response Question about 2 Short stories we read in the Lit book
I also got back my Algebra quiz::
          Student Divided by Confusion Equals Algebra
                       I actually got an 82 on it. cooolness

I am so boring all I had to talk about was tests.

            Oh yeah we watched a movie in Homeroom today about Cheating.
                   There were pretty good Ideas I would have never thought of.
                          one of the guys was hott
                                   hahaaa

Now I am off to ze mall with ze kiddies. [teehee]
Well Kati, Ashley, Chelsea, Smithy, Tony and peeeeps
We may be gettting OUCE CREEEME

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 19:20:13 GMT

Life sucks.

Please Shoot me.

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 22:11:53 GMT

Hand over my mouth
I'm earning the right to my silence
in quiet discerning between ego and timing
good judgment is once again proving to me
that it's still worth its weight in gold
from now on I'm gonna be so much more weary
when you start to speak and my warm blood starts to boil
seeing you is like pulling teeth
and hearing your voice is like chewing tin foil

I don't wanna talk to you anymore
I'm afraid of what I might say
I bite my tongue every time you come around
Cause blood in my mouth beats blood on the ground

L - Linkin Park
A - Andrew W. K
U - Unearth
R - Rage Against the Machine [R.A.M]
E - Eagle Eye Cherry
N - Nickelback

J - Jimmy Eat World
O - Offspring
Y - Yellowcard?
C - CKY
E - Element Eighty

O - O.A.R
B - Box Car Racer
R - Red Hot Chili Peppers
I - INCUBUS
E - Everclear
N - Nonpoint

That was funnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Boston Parades are fun!
So is Halloween
And school
JUST KIDDING school sucks

No school tomorrow. For professional day?
I think thats rightt or because of election day.
thats what ive been thunking it is...

                                    I   see   your   mouth in slow - motion when   you sing
                                          More subtle than   something someone contrives
                                                 You movements echo that I've seen the real thing
                                                       Your biggest fear will be the rescue of you
                                                                Strange how it turns out that way

Sat, 30 Oct 2004 01:21:25 GMT

Hidden With Fear: i love you man, i miss you, your like one of the few people i know that acts like this, it reminds me of me
LOBE vengeance: 1) we are alike. which is cool because I dont know of anyone like that 2) im not a man and 3) same to you!

My camp friends love me.
I MISS THOSE BUGGAS

And I say we all get together and Raid someone who we love oh so very dearly's restaurant, we keep on saying we're going to do it but we never do!. one day in november we will....Cheryl and Sam and Lauren are all coming down and we're raiding the restaurant.
End of Story

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 21:43:09 GMT

Why is it so hard?
It meaning life.

I dont get it at all.
I dont think people appreciate me that much either.
I cannot wake up in the morning and say to myself I am going to have an excellent day today.
Because it never happens
And maybe Im just having one of those times where you cant think straight and everything is a blur.
But why do I always have "those times."
I dont have much to complain about because well nothing in my life has been bad.
Except for the fact that I am a social outkast and think that everyone would rather stick me down a basement and torture me.
I think I would like that better.

Because I have been thinking to myself.
I am quite a boring person.
Like seriously.I am.
And as much as I love my mom, all I can think about is growing old and acting like her.
I know we have very similar personalities and all but the way she "doesnt care" pisses me off.
We were at the bank today and someone from the bank was helping a lady who was having trouble with her account.
My mom was making faces at me and nudging me to make sureI was aware of what was happeneing.
Of course I knew, but I told her after we left that one day that lady might be her.
Andd people are going to be mad at her for that same thing.
She asked me. "Do you think I really care?"
I CARE. errr I hate when she makes fun of old people too.
I dont know why, it just makes me sad. Because I love helping others and trying to make their day that much better.
But people never do the same.

I just hate the way I think, how I act, how I dont act. Everything. er

And I cannot wake up in the morning and tell myself, today I look beautiful, and really mean it.
I really do disbelieve I have any social skills too.
If you read my xanga, you'll know I wrote an entry like this a little while ago. And Eric made me feel soo much better.
I guess I just dont want to grow up and be normal. I hate normal.
I wanna live in the city and have a good life, marry a wealthy man [if i can].

And I just look so young and innocent, which people hate I bet.
I hate looking young. I hate my appearence.
I hate myself.
My attitude everything.
And guess what. Im not okay with that.

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 17:34:25 GMT

SWIM! was yesterday. It was exciting. But I wasnt in good shape. HAHA but I will be by the season.
andd we dont have to run! Its not mandatory, but they want you to do it. Pshh I'd rather swim.

I also had the last tennis lesson yesterday. Which was sad because I really like it. And plus there was a hott kid in it, so who's complaining?!
And we did rally's and me and my dad was against the kid and his dad. Which was fun, but I think me and my dad won? Im not sure, we were just having fun.
And this one time I went for the ball and didnt have enough time to get it so I dove out and fell, yeah I didnt end up getting it.

And then after swim Jillian Pelican! was like you should come over and watch Dane Cook's DVD with us and I was like psh father yes! [teeee heee only they would get that. muahaha]
And we talked about firing Sugal, Good idear. Verry good.

One Slow Dance56: theni was making moves on your dad ... which kinda freaked me out alot
LOBE vengeance: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
LOBE vengeance: youre like yourmom
LOBE vengeance: haha
One Slow Dance56: i know.
One Slow Dance56: no i was like rubbing his leg

Ok remind me never to bring Leah in contact with my dad EVER again.
Just kidding it was a dream you pervs.

"People at home. You having drinkies, you drinkinggg.? Or are you bootin black tar heroin. BREAK THE HABIT!"
--Dane cook.

You know how in high school, according to all the popular people there are "catagories" of people. Such as the populars, and jocks and goths and nerds and all that.
I think I am under no friends, and never want to ever talk to ever again catagory.
Seriously I think my school is after me.
Or they just want to RUIN MY LIFE FOR ETERNITY AFTER.
yeah.

I am going to a con on November 13-14. Its called homeless and all you get is a box and a sleeping bag and you have to sleep outside. But what we normally do it combine all the boxes together to make one big one. Sweeet. Maybe I will make new friends and have a social life. Haaaa
Yeahhhhhhh I hope I will just OPEN up at the cons like my brother said I would, hrmm im begining to doubt it, but im excited. YAYY!
Plus everyones like yeah you make soo many friends. DING DING DING.

ok im done.

tata

Sun, 24 Oct 2004 17:01:32 GMT

I cant wait for the holidays!
I just had to say that because well, theyre the BEST time of year!
Its true.

Swim Captain Practices start Tuesday, theyre captains practices so you dont have to be in shape yet, correcto?
Ha I hope.

This was a pathetic Entry.
And now I am going to vacuum the downstairs and ear 10 dollars! YES for 10 dollars!

Sun, 17 Oct 2004 21:30:49 GMT

*Telephone rings*
Napoleon: Hello?
Deb: Hi is Napoleon there?
Napoleon: Yes
Deb: ...Well can I talk to him?
Napoleon: You already are!

What the FLIP was grandma doing at the sanddunes?!
Gosh what a great movie

Cutie12237: do you know what i just realized? ur sn, lobe...like thats a body part too
^ hahah Gotta Love Karolina!

Well brit came up to Leahs this weekend so Last night I went to the movies with them and saw TAXI with Jimmy Falon which was a Great movie.
And we were trying to get a hold of Leahs mommy so we could go home but she wasnt answering her phone so we like chilled inside the outer inside of the movies and waited. She got there like 45 minutes later.. And we had a dispute between people we wanted over and what they wanted to bring [granted Id watch and make fun. tee heeeee]....Sooo we didnt know who was going to sit in the front because we were sure if Deb was gonna FLIP or not so I volunteered because I am oh so nice. And we conviced her to letting them come over and watch a movie, so they came over and we watched "Urban Legends" Which I had seen before but I didnt know I did. It was a pretty good movie. but an oldy I think. EVERYONE HAD THE SAME FREAKING JACKET. really weird. So they left like a half hour after they came, seriously who does that?!
Anywho. We finished the movie and then watched the Best of Jimmy Falon and fell asleep. Then woke up and britt had to go home. :(

And then here I am. Waiting for Youth group.
Peace out Homes.

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 20:59:48 GMT

lalallaa

Nothing new has happened really.
I just went to the mall, but thats not really that important.
I didnt do anything last night except chill at home.
Which is always relaxing but I got really tired early so I went to bed at like 11 cause im a NERD!
haha

well thats it.
maybe i'll update later if something good happens.

xoxoxox

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 23:25:41 GMT

Grotonwood day was today!!
Oh yeahhh. Me and Leah got there and we looked around and we were like. HOW long do we have to be here?! and I was like err 6 hours? SAM AND LAUREN BETTER BE COMING. There were little tykes there and we were looking down on actually staying there.
So we saw Barb, and K8 and people and they were like did you see sam and steph and we were like no! And so we found them at Putt-Putt and we chilled with Sam for like an hour. And we talked about everything imaginable. And then he was like yeah so when are you coming up to Maine?! I wanna go up there and chill with him and Cheryl. Theyre amazing! oh yeah Cheryl didnt go today because she was in Jamaica! seriously who does that?!
So Sam was all like WHERE IS LAUREN so we called Cory to see where they were [because she got a ride from cory] and they were 'at the top of grotonwood' what ever that meant. And so they came and Cory did his whole dramatical thing of Ohhh LOBE i missed you and the hug and all that.

Then he left to get something to eat. So I decided to scare him because he was sitting all by himself at a picnic table. I went over there and Iwas like you looked lonely and he wsa like yeahh im just relaxing. haa alright.
So we talked for 20 mins or so. Let me just say that for the record. Cory is the SLOWEST eater ever. When I went over to him he was halfway done with that sausage thing and then when he finished, it was literally 20 minutes later. Er way to make someone feel like they eat WICKED fast.
Anywhoo

He then left and we then went to chill with Sam again who was at the basketball station now. Andd he didnt seem to be having much fun. UNTIL WE ARRIVED! haaa So we were goofing around and what not and we see Cory checking out these younger girls and like what looked like him giving them his number. What a great time after when we were laughing at him.
(I also found out people only like to hang out with me because I am funny, not the clever funny the funny where I am so stupid they laugh. I knew it was bad when I was nicknamed Lobe, The part of your body [ear lobe] that has NO SIGNIFICANCE what so ever.)

So Sam got off his "volunteering" and we went down to the lake. That filthy thing of water they call a lake. Oceanwood is sooo much better, we have the ocean! We skipped rocks and he was teaching me how to skip them, but failed miserably, I didnt get much skippage in.
And I found COOP! Haa coop is awsome. Leah's allergic to him tho. And Sam broke half of him!
So Coop is the bark of a birch tree in which I fit on my hand to make a bracelet then it fell off and I gave the broken part [a cuff] to him and he broke it! He was a ballerina who died of a massive stroke onstage and got reincarnated into a birch tree bark. I still have the remains of him.

Wow I love hanging with them. They can put up with me.?
I heart them and miss them. REUNION EVERY MONTH! I swear I will die if I dont see them.
"Hey guys. Ohh emmm geee whats over there. OMG what is that!?!?" *They all look and I sprint off on the swing.*
muahahaaa

Sam was saying how he had friends at home that he well didnt really have fun hanging out with as much as us. How he didnt have many friends and we are his saviors. Awww haha but yeah same hurr At least they WANT to hang out with me instead of ditching me. yeahh

And we were on the playground waiting for me madre to come and Cory and Steve and Vrabel came over [we saw them earlier too but didnt really iniciate a convo] and we were chillin. Then they left and said they would be back. But they didnt come back and my mom was there so Lauren called Cory and was like yo where are you and he wa slike yo im in the field. So we were like THANKS FOR SAYING GOODBYE CORY! And we refused to talk to him, bastard. hahaaaa
End of Story.

I hate my stories.

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 02:36:16 GMT

Youth group tonight was hilarious.
We had like an extra 40 minutes after getting everything done so we played games.
And there was this one where you had to say a chore you do that you dont like and say why you dont like it. And then the second part is.. well you'll have to play it with me sometime. MUAHA i dont wanna give away the funnyness if we decide to play it.

And then there was this awsome game where you write a question on a piece of paper then pass it to the next person and they have to answer it. [MAKE IT FUNNY] then you fold over the question so the next person you send it to doesnt see the question but only the answer to it. Then after you pass it they have to think of a question to go along with the answer that is shown... and so on.
And since we had like 13 people there were a lot of questions and answers which made it funny.
I think I kept mine..hold up I 'll show it to you.
Q: Why did George Washington wear a white wig?
A: because he had no hair.
Q: Who had no hair?
A: The fuzzy wuzzy bear.
Q: Who ate Susie?
A: The one eyed one horned flying purple people eater.
Q: Who do you want to have sex with?
A: Abraham Lincoln.
Q: Who is your ideal dead guy?
A: I wish George Bush was dead.
Q: Do you hate Texas?
A: Yes, its too hot and sticky.
Q: Why wont you marry me?
A: Because you dont put the seat down after you pee.

Ha that was the one I had. And then as I was getting other peoples a question came up that read....Why did you think I was a cow? So I had to answer, because your nipples were hard and you lactaided [spelling]. That brought an uproar.
But it was fun

And the day of Halloween we are going to eat pizza and then go to a play of "Dracula" at 2. Which will be sweet.

GROTONWOOD DAY TOMORROW!
yay

Sun, 10 Oct 2004 04:29:29 GMT

I am at Kati's casa this evening.
We FRIED french fries instead of just cook them in the oven.
We are soo good.
Andd we watched like 4 degrassi episodes. WHY dont I get the Canadian chanel?! seriously.
Andd we watched some music videos and then the show Life as we Know it with Kelly osbourne and people. The guys are hawt.

Anywho. Today was grand I went to the wedding at church and it was a homosexual wedding. And it was great to see. Well they were really funny and happy together so I am happy for them.
And I watched the kids and was refered to as the "Girl in the Green Shirt" to this one girl who was the cutest thing. So I didnt mind.
And then I washed/dried dishes with youth group people. Then went home.

Oh yeah we had a yard sale today. I got like 50 bucks for everything. Woooot but I dont actually have the money in my hand at this moment..poo
I sold like 4905784 beanies. Haha ok I was over exaggerating i sold like 3/4 of this HUGE bucket I had of beanies. And the scary thing about that is I have a lot more in drawers in my room which I forgot to take down. oop.
At least I dont have as many beanies as my uncle. What a tool. ha I hate him I really do.

Monday is Grotonwood day and I am hoping Lauren is going. I know Sam is. And me and Leah are but I want other people to go as well but theyre like away or too far away. Hrmm but at least I'll get to see Lauren and Sam. That'll be great and who knows other people from camp will be there. Oh man it feels like I havent talked to any of them in forever, I miss them. Yeah why isnt like anyone online anymore?! And GREG I have never seen you online, so get online and talk to me. :)

good night all

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 21:13:43 GMT

I am bored so I wanted to make multiple entries in one day.
But I bet this will be my last one for the day because I will forget.

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 21:09:41 GMT

what a day

well interesting day. HA at least in Architechture. errr uhh yeah.

Architecture is such a boring class. The teacher is chill but its just boring I CANNOT do that for a year.

je t'aime

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 23:45:29 GMT

Stephanie Jouki and I have very intimate conversations.
Today's topic.
Motzerella Sticks.

Checkeredroses: im really really cold
Checkeredroses: mozzerella sticks are done!!!!!!!
xPiercEdemotIon: yeahh dido      its like 30 below dounsairs
xPiercEdemotIon: ahhhhhhh lcuky duck
Checkeredroses: sooo good
Checkeredroses: & warm
Checkeredroses: ahhh
xPiercEdemotIon: hahaa they'll warm you right up
xPiercEdemotIon: good commericial saying
xPiercEdemotIon: while a family is around a fire
xPiercEdemotIon: eating mozteralla sticks and talking of memories past
Checkeredroses: never saw it lol
xPiercEdemotIon: hahaa   its not a real commercial    but oh yeah I could make it a good one.
Checkeredroses: ohhhh
Checkeredroses: kik
Checkeredroses: * lol gotcha
xPiercEdemotIon: yeahhhhh
Checkeredroses: CHEESE ALMOST GOT STUCK IN MY BRACES MKAING ME CHOKE
xPiercEdemotIon: AH that happened to my brother
xPiercEdemotIon: except it was a piece of lettuce
xPiercEdemotIon: at dinner on a cruise
xPiercEdemotIon: it was kinda gross
Checkeredroses: yeah lettuce
Checkeredroses: evilll
xPiercEdemotIon: like not the crunch hard lettuce but the soft easy -to-get-caught-on-braces lettuce
Checkeredroses: yeah i had that happen to me

Word.

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 19:40:05 GMT

This weekend was pretty chill.

On Friday I was going to go to the Fooseball game with Brandon and Leah and then Leah was like Naw I dont want to go. So I was like allright well I have like no other friends so I guess I have nothing to do. And then I was talking to her online and she was like COME OVER and I was like well ya know I dont think....OK

So I went over her house to find Christian and Leandra there. It was a 2fer surprise! if that makes sense
And we watched TV and I guess Leah saw this commercial about retards and apparenty it was mighty hilarious or something but I didnt get to see it
And we watched these wicked cool Tv shows. At the end me and Leandra were like AH CHRISTIAN LEFT AND NOW WE DONT KNOW WHATS GOING ON which was killing us.... but we soon figured it out
Christian had to leave because she didnt feel good :(
So I think I will keep up to speed on that show [Medical Investigations? i think thats it].

I think I watch too much tv, but I had to give up all tv but one show I'd keep watching Reno 911 or Jack and Bobby.  Which is a fenominal [spelling] show about president John F. Kennedy and his childhood. good stuff

I got The Used's new Cd ! and Greenday's new cd too! although Greenday's old stuff is wayyyy better this cd still is FABULICIOUS

You know how many people called me this weekend? NONE
Thats how much I am loved
Its actually quite sad. I dont even think my mom did. Oh wait. She did. But only her
But I love my mom so I guess she counts on my friend?
Haa I have such a sad life.
I dont think I should be laughing cause it makes me sad.
Wow thats even more sad.

So next time youre like hey I have got nothing to do and want to call someone
MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
CALL MEEEEEEEEEEE

ha im just playing